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Topic: thought of the day
prove your point by improving yourself. create a lie, and deny yourself.
Updated: July 25, 2008 11:06 PM EDT
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shower of thoughts
July 2, 2008
nothing fancy!
Now Playing: in pieces - linkin park Topic: thought of the day prove your point by improving yourself. create a lie, and deny yourself.
Posted by carolineandmind
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Updated: July 25, 2008 11:06 PM EDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post June 11, 2008
my mom told me
Topic: thought of the day my mom told me today,
if these people are told what to do, what to say, and not told how to act or speak for themselves. do they really know what to think, by themselves or is the work already done for them?
it's one thing to have a dream, it's another to be living it.
Posted by carolineandmind
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frustration
Mood: hug me Topic: repairments when something really ticks you off, there is a sudden urgency inside of you to tell someone about it. not knowing if you are on the right level with someone to express those feelings, or if they know anything about it, or if they don't understand what is wrong with you are all problems which cause more frustration, and lead you on and on, around the big circle. wanting to find an exit, finding an exit: both mentally challenging. the exit is the entrance, but you don't know where to begin looking for it.
Posted by carolineandmind
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Updated: July 25, 2008 11:08 PM EDT Post Comment | View Comments (1) | Permalink | Share This Post May 30, 2008
= 2.008 E10
Mood: bright Now Playing: wow, i can get sexual too - say anything Topic: problem solving like always, over thinking is a true hardship! by definition, it definitely is not, but by reality, it is becoming a huge problem, especially amongst ourselves. if i spit out what was on my mind, i would be slurring my words, unable to pronounce things, embarrassed, shy, overcoming with fear, worried, nauseous, etc. it would be a big jumble of words. so advice to end the month: end your thoughts when you begin to realize you are blowing the idea out of proportion, second-guessing the situation and most of all, when you start to feel sick. like always, trust your gut and you will be happy.
Posted by carolineandmind
at 9:35 PM EDT
Updated: July 24, 2008 3:26 PM EDT Post Comment | View Comments (1) | Permalink | Share This Post May 13, 2008
sun glare
Mood: spacey Now Playing: elvis ain't dead - scounting for girls Topic: problem solving the sun vs. sunglasses is the sun really blinding when you see its glare? i think so. so why are all the most simple factors in life the exact same as complicated problems? are your eyes protected with sunglasses or are you one of those people who look straight into the sun and deal with the consequences? maybe everyone needs a pair of sunglasses, even if it only shields their mind and not their eyes.
April 22, 2008
stitches
Mood: mischievious Now Playing: chances - roxette Topic: repairments the hardest part is a recovery. not the pain in the beginning, or the repair, but definitely the recovery. in my opinion, recovering takes more strength than getting up after falling, literally. scars are purple memories, eventually the wound is healed, but still exists. if there are stitches through a cut, do you choose to pull them out early, or do you wait till you are healed? pick at the stitches or disinfect? same goes for mental pain: talk or hold it in?
April 21, 2008
dew drops
Mood: on fire Now Playing: force field - smash mouth Topic: black holes the weather changes everyday, anything is predictable, but not definite. situations seem to go over-looked sometimes, or take no notice at all.
Posted by carolineandmind
at 9:22 PM EDT
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inspiration
Mood: special Topic: thought of the day One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friend tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play football on Saturday with me and my friends. He said yes. We hung all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him. And my friends thought the same of him. Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Damn boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!" He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the smiles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship. Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than me and all the girls loved him! Boy, sometimes I was jealous.
As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach ... but mostly your friends. I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story." I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable." I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize its depth. Never underestimate the power of your actions.
no. not how i want it.
February 27, 2008
s'plode
Mood: sharp Now Playing: dangerous - roxette Topic: not sure about it recently, emotion has taken over my mind once again. explainable, no, but cool, uh, sure!
not only have i been frustrated with the own beings living in my town, also with those impatient in other parts of the world. i think i might have posted something about "all i really need to know i learned in kindergarten" and if i didn't, here you are:
pretty much sums up the world as we don't know it. people hit each other, and people don't look, others are greedy and some people don't play fair. there are thieves and there are people who don't wash their hands. some people flush but they clog the toilet (what good does that do anyone, it would be like not flushing at all.)
i honestly cried when i was listening to my mother read this to me, there are so many reasons why humans cannot function properly, some are mental, some are because they can't seem to get it through that, it's OK to apologize - even if they weren't wrong.
if i elaborate anymore, i won't be able to speak to anyone, not even myself because sometimes, all of us do something out of line, especially out of the list. enjoy.
February 10, 2008
i got some guts
Mood: rushed Topic: problem solving do you ever feel like your gut serves you right? i mean first off, do you feed your gut correctly? advice on feeding your gut: first you will need some common sense, not a whole lot, but some. next a boarderline case in which if you get too unbalanced, you'll tip the glass over. third an opinion that sticks, like peanut butter. note: if you over feed yourself you may: look like an idiot, sound stupid, get fat, go insane and have problems to the point where you ramble on about how you don't have a problem after recently doing something destructive such as drinking and driving..
tips for the gut: make sure you are feeling okay. you're crucial in making gut feelings. if you cannot handle what is being fed to you, regurgitate it, or simply disagree. if forced to be fed something you do not like, use your karma and send some bad karma out.
Posted by carolineandmind
at 1:49 AM EST
Updated: February 10, 2008 1:59 AM EST Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post |
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